Hey heart,

Well, i guess i ought to apologise. I opened you up again to let you get hurt. We really did love her yea? Just that we didn't do things we needed to do and did things we didn't need to do. We have me to blame for that.

Someday it'll be better. Maybe there is still hope. Or not.

Sorry. That's all i can say now.

No one really understands...

No one sees past the mask...

No one knows of the conflicting issues inside...

No one says the things i need to hear...

Least of all... you.

I just wanna be selfish this once,
Just have my way once more,
to feel spoiled, loved, cherished.
To know that i don't have to grip that rope so tightly all the time.

Someone save me. I'm drowning.

haha time to keep things hush hush. =p

alot of silent readers ah. TAG OR DIE!

And when i dried my eyes, i realised,
that loving you shouldn't have to be a painful thing.

That if i wanted every single thing i've promised,
to actually mean what they were.

I'd have to stand strong.

I'll never stop loving you even if you don't love me too.
Because to me, loving isn't about obtaining.

You love because you do.

And i'm happy that i love you.
And i'm happy that at least you loved me too.
And i believe that there'll be a day when you could love me again out there.
I love you babe. <3

*And my blog has a follower! Aiseh man... shoutout to janine.. woots*

兰亭临帖 行书如行云流水
月下门推 心细如你脚步碎
忙不迭 千年碑易拓却难拓你的美
珍奇缺页真心能给谁

牧笛横吹 黄酒小菜有几碟
夕阳余晖 如你的羞怯似醉
摹本已写 而墨香不褪淤泥都有余味
一杆朱砂 到底揭了谁

无花风月 我啼血等一回
宣笔一撅 那岸边浪千叠
情字何解 怎落笔都不对
而我独缺 你一生的了解

无花风月 我啼血等一回
宣笔一撅 那岸边浪千叠
情字何解 怎落笔都不对
而我独缺 你一生的了解
无花风月 我啼血等一回
宣笔一撅 那岸边浪千叠
情字何解 怎落笔都不对
而我独缺 你一生了解

弹指岁月 情唱情歌情湮没
情诗半解 回眸一笑你婉约
恨了没 你摇铜镜叹 谁让你蹙秀眉
而生回忆 徒留胭脂味

廊雁南飞 转身一别衣溅泪
菊已八月 收揽回忆怎么睡
又怎么会 兴是蜜蜂嗅 花谁阵阵眼对
若花怨蝶 你会怨着谁

无花风月 我啼血等一回
宣笔一撅 那岸边浪千叠
情字何解 怎落笔都不对
而我独缺 你一生的了解

无花风月 我啼血等一回
手书无愧 无惧人间是非
雨的娇靥 又潇潇了几夜
我等着泪 来提醒你爱谁

Policeman said son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for
If it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得

你不懂了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢